all this time i’ve been anticipating the cabin scene since the beginning of the story and when you mentioned it, and let me tell you even knowing it’s going to be so heartfelt nothing could’ve prepared me for what it gave i love every single detail and moment about it the way they were so eager to be in each other’s presence after so long, them talking about their hobbies and sharing laughs with so much intimacy and how happy and playful they were:( it was such a new side to them that i desperately Need more of yeonjun being so trusting of beomgyu to share and open up about his interests with him to go as far as tell him he’d even let him read what he writes and letting him see his drawings:( and THE scene where he drew beomgyu god when he realized why beomgyu asked him to draw him.. that BROKE ME and beomgyu just wanting to bask in every single moment and second of the night, other than the i love yous, this scene made me genuinely sob i had to stop reading and come back later😭 the drinking game really also gave so much background on both of them as well as address a lot of things that i were even curious about but when they both admitted that they’d go against their beliefs of marriage, mating and children Only for each other that was soooo 😭😭😭😭☹️ and obviously the last scene they were literally making love:( that was so sooo intimate and so beautifully written i was tearing up throughout it all and when we got to their i love yous i audibly sobbed i wasn’t expecting that but YES SAY IT about damn time you guys admit it!!!! there’s something extra beautiful about yeonjun saying it first too i was really hoping it’d be him who does because it shows just how much he changed and how much he Loves beomgyu like yeonjun from the beginning could NEVER and the fact that he said it again and didn’t shy away from it.. THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT OF THE CENTURY!!!! it made me sooo emotional because with beomgyu’s fate looming and the battle i just wanting them to be in love and happy without worrying about the future they deserve that happiness 😭😭😭😭