Cutie pie · 1mo
As I reread 'All The Songs I Wrote For You', I kind of thought about how, low key, messed up it would be if flx didn't have feelings (even buried and hard-denied ones) for chn, and still included his throw away love song 143 guess. Especially since he knew he was right on one of them, ya know? So it would be like 'on the extremely off chance my band member has unrequited feelings for me, imma out him!'
But then again, if Flx didn't have such repressed feelings for chn (aka, no feelings, I mean), I don't think he would've even pushed so hard on knowing which songs chn wrote for him... Maybe. Or maybe he would? Hmm. Pointless thoughts and pondering bouncing around in my head now, haha
It is my opinion that Flx would not have pushed so hard if he didn't have repressed feelings for Chn and that even if he did, he would not have 143 as an option because he wouldn't have been hoping deep down that Chn WAS in love with him. It was only because he liked Chn so much that he was hoping that 143 was an option hahaha
