Yeah, I get where you're coming from, and kinda expected an answer like that. Unfortunately, "I would infinitely prefer to be getting them off" has only put a different intrusive thought in my head.

Almost all of your NSFW art I've seen involves others using you like a toy, and a pretty fun one too.

But have you ever considered art of you serving others? A pretty boy maid giving sloppy head to relieve stress or bouncing his huge ass on someone's length seems kinda perfect for you, in my IMO~