The big one was when PayPros started being dickheads during the summer. That really made something snap in me. One part punk-rock "Oh you want me to STOP, huh?" and one part "Clearly part of the problem is more people aren't horny enough on the internet."

Also, and this one might sound silly or maybe I'm being vulnerable but like actually - good friends of mine having nsfw channels and getting art done really made me realize nobody's going to flip out and 1) hate me, or 2) be inappropriate if I do the same thing. Like, obviously neither of these stand up to logical scrutiny, but that's not how anxieties work.

To be frank, even this ask box is yet another way of me learning it's okay to express horniness responsibly...