Hey man, I just saw your stuff on revo. I just wanted to let you know there ARE people who care about you, and who WOULD notice if you disappeared. I would. I never talk to people on here and I barely know you at all… but I would notice. I promise you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You don't have to be.

Even though I haven't suffered as much trauma as you have (I'm so fucking sorry for that by the way, nobody as amazing as you should have to deal with what you've been through.) I've also struggled with thoughts of ending it, and participated in a lot of things that typically come with those thoughts. I won't say "don't k*** yourself" because I know from experience that that doesn't do shit.

People are stupid, and can often be more horrifying than the rest of the world paints them to be. And the world is a lot scarier than most people say it is.

I wish it wasn't like that. I wish it was something that I personally could fix for others. I can't. I'm not that influential, given that I can barely get out of bed in the morning. But I'd at least like to tell you that your feelings are valid. Your experiences are real. And you have every right to feel the way you do. I don't know what else to say other than the fact that you matter.

I care.

You are loved. (Yes, even by me, someone who hasn't exchanged two words with you.)

You are not alone.

You don't deserve any of the terrible things that have been said or done to you. And you never did.

Be safe, or at least try to be ❤️