The bd author they warned you about
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Anonymous · 19d
What I love about your story and writing is that they're mostly outside of the box. I don't get bored and I can't easily predict what will happen next or even the ending. Even though the characters' actions & personalities are questionable, I don't fully hate them 😂 maybe I'm just whipped for bd 😶🌫️ and oh my god the smut are just chef's kiss as always! Most especially I really appreciate that you keep bd nation alive and cumming.. oops coming 🤭
this is music to my ears, as a little pervert who loves entertaining fellow perverts... I live to keep you guys cumming/coming 🙇♀️ you don't get bored?? I'm gonna cry 😢 call my writing indulgent depraved sick fetishizing problematic etc but never boring!! kisses you 100x re: never fully hating the characters, I have a theory that bd could commit literally any crime and we'd still be whipped for them - just as any kink or fetish would suddenly seem appealing as long as it involves them.... I appreciate you too anon tysm for the lovely words 🫂
Anonymous · 21d
hello ysa😊 today was my first day at my new job and the first thing i did after clocking in was read mad bitch. absolutely awesome way to start the day if i must say 😛 im seriously so excited for this.. i just love it so much when baekhyun is evil as hell.. theres not many works where hes truly a bastard so im VERY happy with this addition, but the fact its coming from you just makes it a million times better and extra special>< im also enjoying the change of pace with the 3rd person pov! that very last line though.. seriously made me smile irl #imtooeasy.. Ughhh too good! i feel a little shy commenting on fics so i just wanted to come on here to blab about it LOL cant wait to see what you come up with🥺
Anonymous · 28d
Hi Ysa!! I'm a big fan of your work and I really liked Eternal Angel as of late 😊 I was excited when I saw you tagged it as psychological horror and I was very satisfied! The description of Mr. Doctor from Kyungsoo himself and the conversations they've had made me feel for the poor boy 😖 Mr. Doctor definitely left an impression, though. Especially since he captured me(?!) and left me unable to escape!! His mercy was definitely twisted, but I nonetheless was fascinated by the work. Thank you for sharing with us!!
Another thing I wanted to mention, or ask, was that I was curious as to how you plan your works. Ofc Eternal Angel was on the shorter side, but for your longer works, how do you envision what you want to write out? I saw you mentioned in a CC a few years ago that you picture a beginning, middle and end, but your longer works (and even medium! BDILY, HW, Missing Beauty, etc) amaze me in terms of flow and how you fill in everything in between 🥰 I love woti no doubt, especially as your longest work, but Maybe has stuck with me since I first read it. The development between the two boys, the brewing feelings, the continuation into college and even the future once they've settled with their careers and all--I just adore the narrative!! Not to mention that the sex is 🤤 but I digress.
This is a long message, sorry, I really wanted to ask you how you do it in terms of composition. You're one of the (only) writers I love to read and keep up with, so I'm curious as to how your brain works when it comes to some of the fundamentals like how you plan out your works and how you know what you want to write! I hope I'm making sense 🙇 Anyway, I can't wait to see what's next after BDILY!
hi dear! omg I love getting long messages so please don't apologize 💖 my planning process is very simple, actually! I basically just dump everything I want to write in one big doc, with headings for each category such as "dialogue," "sex," "ending," etc. I need to get them all down bec ideas fly away fast. but this is just for backup, bec the most important thing is getting started on the writing itself. do it badly, randomly, scatteredly, etc! because this is the only way you'll really get to know your characters and know for sure what to do with them - by spending time with them. from there, they lead me by the leash so much it's become a joke between me and my bd bestie lol, bec they end up destroying most of my plans for them. giving the characters free rein is better for the story, imo! planning is nice, though. and it's even easier if you let yourself get inspired by anything, and if you do anything that clears the mind such as showering or taking a walk instead of actively searching on the web. reading literary (non-fanfic) works is also a huge help! not just composition-wise, but in terms of influence too. if you like my works bec of how book-like they are, then that’s the reason! just read a ton. in fact I do more reading than writing... reading the right works would get the proverbial ink flowing, trust!
I admit, many of the best developments in my works were initially unplanned (for ex., woti ending). they just came to me in response to situations, what I'm personally feeling, etc. in the end, the plans were just a crutch before the flow state seizes hold of my brain and makes it all semi-automatic 😂
but whenever I'm stumped, I go to the friends I trust with my stories! their impact can’t be underestimated. you can get blinded by being too close to what you write, so a more objective eye is valuable! friends are also a goldmine of ideas esp if you share the same preferences and kinks...
all in all, planning for me looks like this: read, read, read, get influenced, write ideas down, actually work on the fic and see if things come together, and if stumped, ask friends what they think. hope this has been helpful 🥰 thank you so much for reading and your interest hehe
Anonymous · 1mo
woti b being the most merciful (on a salvageable moral standpoint) is making me laugh a bit
Anonymous · 1mo
I assume the new commission will be for bdily right?! Im excited to see if so!!! BUT I was wondering if you plan on getting something for eternal angel🥺 I hope you do… I think visuals for this fic would be so amazing and I would love to see the vision come to life! (…besides the fact I also just really want to see evil Mr. Doctor #guilty..)
Anonymous · 1mo
what kind of aus would you want to write then?
Anonymous · 1mo
daamn i can not wait, those big brown sparkly boba eyes can only stare blankly even if it hurts and he got teary when doctor b did the nastiest things to him. k is soooo brainwashed since young age he doesn't even know the things doctor b did to him is not normal 🥺🥺🫶 he only knows it is hurt at the beginning but it will be pleasant later he just needs to wait 🥺 even if doctor b big veiny arms is stretching his hole fully, ks just want to make doctor b proud 🥰🥰
LMAOOO im going to hell with you girl 😭😭
Anonymous · 2mo
Ysa I don’t rlly write comments and also I feel kinda awkward to be the only comment in a chapter with no comments so I’m kinda piling my thoughts onto here . I read the first chapter of daddy dearest but due to wtv reason I didn’t read the second chapter…was it on purpose and out of fear or simply me being forgetful I’m not sure, however I was (am?) feeling a little melancholic bored idk but I wanted to read the second chapter and woah I just think you’re one of my favourite writers out there. Your writing is so beautiful and haunting and the incest portrayed made my heart wrench, I specifically liked how Danny is the imperfect victim, how despite the horrid acts his fathers done to him he still wants his love—needs it actually. This story was tragic from the beginning and I just really love the care you put to horrifying themes. Honestly speaking I haven’t read waltzing on thin ice yet because I’ve just been afraid like what if I spiral or get too depressed but I think I want to give it a read. Sorry for the long rambling I’m not the best at voicing my thoughts but I just wanted to let you know that I specifically like the dark topics you explore in your fanfics have a great day/night ysa!
tysm for writing me this! 🥺 that fic is prolly my least read for very understandable reasons lol so I appreciate that you took the time even more! 😊
danny is a poor poor boy who was so desperate for love he'd accept it in any form, even impure... it's the reality of the most wretched and alone of us. he was so alone he even deluded himself until he can't anymore 😔 one can argue a story like this doesn't need to be written, but I'm so drawn to despair that it can't be helped...
it's really nice that you think I put care into the sensitive themes I write about. I’ve been deeply misunderstood and judged bec I chose to write about those (despite being experiences I actually went through), and there are bdists avoiding reading me or downright slandering me without bothering to check if their accusations hold weight hshsh. so nowadays, it's great I'm still being read at all...
about woti, I'm still proud of it despite being written years ago. it is extremely dark and heavy though (with some readers admitting they never got over it hhshs) so I advise that you listen to your gut feeling and only read it at the right time. or even not at all hehe.
no worries for the rambling - the longer the better, esp now that hardly anybody engages with bd fic anymore. hope you have a great day too! you just inspired this author to keep going another day 🥺
Anonymous · 2mo
I am so loving bd,ily 🥰 please know that I appreciate your constant updates and it's okay if ever take a mini break 🥹 Anw soo is a brat lol, he really got what he wanted, but I kinda feel he's scared emotionally given his upbringing. I can picture the turmoil b is experiencing through his expressions, but I'm curious on what's his thoughts or pov. I guess that's a mystery 🤭 Tysm Ysa for another masterpiece!!
hehe tysm too for reading and the sweet message! 💖 I'll def be forced to take a break starting tomorrow, now that holy week's over 🤣 I'm planning to make the epilogue b pov! I think his thoughts are pretty easy to guess tho, lol. he's a simple man and that's why soo got him addicted this fast 🙊