ooh good question. i think there’s definitely some room for interpretation, but in my head minho is bi/queer in general, and i tried to establish that jisung also had at least some attraction to men before any of this happened, even if he’d never really examined it and still thought of himself as straight.

and yes, i personally wrote minho as already knowing he was into jisung beforehand. the whole "i can teach you / you can watch" thing is honestly a pretty thinly veiled excuse for him to see if jisung might be willing to cross that line with him. i don’t think he goes into it thinking, this is my master plan, this is how i’m going to make jisung realize he likes me, exactly, but he’s definitely aware that he wants him.

especially because, from minho’s perspective, jisung has already been giving him little hints that the attraction might be mutual - jisung just doesn’t recognize them as hints because he hasn’t figured himself out yet. so minho is basically going, okay, i think there’s something here, but i’m going to give him an extremely plausible excuse to explore it and let him come to that conclusion himself.

the sex doesn’t make minho start liking jisung. it just gives both of them an excuse to finally do something about what was already there - or at least, that's how i thought of it when i was writing it.

okay so i’m REALLY torn on this one.

“thou shalt not covet thy roommate’s dick” is probably my baby of all babies. i worked on it for a long time and poured basically every personal headcanon/favorite trope i had into it, and it was also my first wip where i got to kind of write it alongside readers. people showing up every week to yell that minho was an idiot genuinely brought me so much joy 😭 i never really expected that many people to read it, either, so the whole experience is really special to me. i absolutely cannot reread it now because i know there are approximately eight million things i’d edit, but she is still my CHILD.

the other answer is probably “into a white and soundless place.” i poured, uh. perhaps too much of myself into that one lmao. it’s the Depression Fic. i don’t know what to tell you. but even though i don’t think it’s perfect, it was the first fic i’d ever written that came out almost exactly the way i pictured it in my head. it wasn’t one of my more widely read works, but some of the comments people left on it were so thoughtful and personal that i still carry them around with me.

so the point this: i can't choose and you can't make me

oh man, honestly, i eat a wide variety of thai food bc it's my fave and don't tend to get the same order every time. i think my overall favorite dish is khao soi. the rich, spicy coconut curry broth with the soft noodles AND the crispy noodles on top??? the pickled mustard greens and lime cutting through all that richness??? perfect food. the fact that you can get a decent one in chicago after having the real thing in chiang mai is what keeps me out of bed in the morning.

i also love som tum (spicy!!!! literally what’s the point if not), massaman curry, panang curry, larb, pad kra pao, any kind of skewers. also those noodles with, like. gravy on top? i forgot the name, but they're usually a wide, flat noodle with a. dark sauce on top. i fuck w/ that real hard. then if i'm in thailand, i have a lot of green curry bc i can't find any half as good in the states, esp seafood.

honestly half the joy of thai food is that i could eat it constantly for a month and still be like wait hang on i haven't had THAT yet. there's just soooooo much good thai food out there.

1). thunderous: i LOVE the animation and lee know pops his pussy SO good i scream
2). JJAM: it's the dancing costuming on this one for me. i think i love every single outfit they're wearing, and that is, uh. NOT always something i can say. also, the danceracha part of the video--felix's solo dance, the slutty red jam spread over hyunjin's mouth, "i know you know lee know."
3). CHEESE: so unapologetically stupid with lee know looking like god's most perfect lesbian. 10/10 no notes
4). youth: i love youth ok. i know this is predictable, i am aware i've mentioned lee know in every single reason on this list, i am aware i have a problem. but this mv is so cute and fun and creative and i really do yell in delight every single time it cuts to lee know in the coffee cup
5). s-class: this one is based purely on nostalgia. it wasn't my first comeback, but it was the first mv i had ever seen. me and rho were out at this korean resturant and it played with he was in the bathroom. when he came back i was so insane already i had to be immediately like "NEVER LET ME NEAR STRAY KIDS" because i didn't want a kpop problem. anyway: whoops